Dear Blogger,
Prepare to read a rant. ;)
So lately I've been wondering, thinking, no big surprise there. :) But when I review my past, and think of all the people I was once friends with. Where did I go wrong? You know most of them are all really heavy partiers. Ha then you have me, who's never even thought of smoking in my life. Which I'm proud to admit to. I have tired a few different drinks, but I'm really not into drinking either. Like I don't understand what it's really all about? Seriously what do you accomplish from getting drunk? Maybe it's because I've seen drugs take over people's lives, and seen family members living off the bottle. Always a second thought away from their brain. Always the one that is looked upon to drop your kid off upon. Is that really a life worth living? So I ask...what the heck is up with me?
I'm just a girl who is stuck with memories, to many of them, that they just don't leave my mind but instead take over my thoughts and before I know it, I'm trapped in the past. I try my best not to hold grudges but I find the people I do forgive just end up taking advantage of me.
Yes I do have a lot of anger, but I also try to stay positive, think about the bright side of things. Happiness is just not given to you, you have to earn it. Just like you have to earn a lot of things. Life is not easy, but it's worth the adventure. Just believe in yourself and the rest will come to you.
Hobey Ho,
Jessica.
Ha ha I know where that title's from :P
ReplyDeleteLosing yourself in memories is truly easy to do. I find myself doing it frequently. But like you said it's best to stay positive and do your best.
Thanks, it's easy to get stuck in the past, but what must be remembered is it's the past, and even if we wish to change things in the past, it will forever be just the past. Nothing can be changed.
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